February Inspired Message

This month brings a continuation of the shift brought by the January eclipses and the dimensional doorway they opened for those willing to walk through it. This is truly a time when the divine order and New Earth paradigm can anchor through our creations, which require the spirit and world integrated; way showers who are in service to the grand design and guided by celestial counterparts— yet still firmly rooted in the material and the challenges of a planet long steeped in the illusion of strife. 

The vertical connection is strongly emphasized, the Tree of Life through which dispensations of grace may flow into the earthly reality. It is not always perceivable through mundane sight, instead requiring faith of heart as well as the higher intelligence to notice the subtle signs Life is always providing. We are conditioned to not see, to disbelieve in the simple pure magic, always instead seeking out information and knowledge in external sources even while the Truth is right in front of our noses. 

So-called leaders are not those who wield a sword but simply those with the eyes to see the divine orchestration unfolding and hold unwavering faith to that path, not needing to defend the truth, for the truth speaks for itself. Sometimes we must go into a deep silence as it is only in this still, humble and receptive state that we start to feel the deeper love of life that exists beyond conceptualizing, beyond the incessant mental chatter of figuring out how should we be better, how should we be saving the world. Because all we actually “need” to do is love.

Creativity or self-birthing is the way to heal the self and to learn to again be part of life’s flow. And one can only be creative in a real way if she speaks the truth, not editing it to be better but by being so honest that life may truly touch us, co-create with us. The dynamic of creativity is as such: Spirit impregnates us with a seed of inspiration and then we have to make the space for that idea to take root and be able to fully flourish as a co-creation. So this can only be done if we turn ourselves into pure empty vessels, free of expectations of what the result should look like, allowing for spiritual vision.

This is a moment of rebirth, where false notions of power in the sense of control metamorphosize into the true power, which is that of creation, of rebirthing oneself continually through the pure Diamond Light of Divine Grace. 

Bless up, out, and all around. And so be it. 

& Here is a video i made about the higher octave of the spiritual path, which is that of the mystic artist:

The Sun, Chemtrails, and the War on Consciousness

Part of my path in the recent years has lead me to exploring certain “alternative” topics regarding the hidden, or esoteric nature of life and the way the world operates. This has lead me to many issues that many might consider strange or “fringe.” It can be fun to research such things, as they confirm what is more deeply a feeling that things in this world are somehow off; not quite how they are portrayed to be through mass culture. One of those topics is “chemtrails,” or chemical trails left in the sky by aircraft. This was one that I previously could never believe was true. It just seemed too crazy. 

I have come to realize, however, it is not about believing in any sort of conspiracy theory for the sake of wanting to believe in something. Our understanding in life rather should come from our own personal, neutral observations of what we see around us; that is the point of having sensory faculties. In that way we go beyond “believing“— which implies a separation between the phenomena and ourselves— to direct knowing. So, this is all to say, I do not believe in chemtrails; rather, I know this is a phenomenon that is happening because I see it almost every day, in many different locations around the world.  I cannot deny what I see; I must speak out on it. 

The marginalization of chemtrails as a "conspiracy theory" makes it much more difficult to openly discuss it and mobilize responsible action. A Google search will show you that the mainstream has published a multitude of articles which mock those who investigate this issue. When certain topics are deemed insane and denied objective coverage-- despite tons of evidence and very reasonable critical questions about observable phenomenon-- free speech is stifled and we are discouraged from thinking outside of the corporate media box. 

As I have expanded my consciousness more about the nature of our reality, the ongoing manipulation by the forces of control, and our real spiritual potential as human beings, I can better comprehend why this is being done, and it no longer appears to be some nutty theory but actually something that makes a lot of sense when you understand the agendas at play.

Without getting into everything so deeply, I will basically say that there is a millennia-old, archetypal war on consciousness occurring on Earth. This is, once again, easily observable in every facet of society; it is there in the pharmaceutical-promoting medical industry, the military industrial complex, the drug war, the death diet (meat, chemicals, white flour, etc.). And then, of course there, is the media industry that promotes the idea that human life is meaningless. I have written more in-depth about death culture programming here.

These various systems of programming have a common goal to reduce our vitality and blind us to our real identity.  So, the endgame of the war on consciousness is to capture or curtail the life force of the planet, advocating a death culture based on artificial intelligence instead of the natural, organic, living system that Earth is truly designed to be.

The numbing of consciousness also includes separating humans from nature as much as possible, as it is through contact with nature that we are reminded of our own natural identity and purpose, and thus are less easy to program and control. There are plenty of scientific studies to back the idea that time spent in nature is imperative for human happiness. It is no wonder then why there is such a campaign to destroy wilderness. All around the world, natural spaces are being plowed down under the guise of urban development—but it goes so much deeper than that. 

They can cut down the trees, but one great aspect of nature that is harder to destroy is the light, the Sun. Receiving sunlight is an important part of health, and there is even a psychological term for mental illness that occurs when we are deprived of it (seasonal affective disorder). I will not go too much into the metaphysical purpose of the Sun, I will just say that there is a big connection between the Sun and our own spiritual evolution. There is a very good reason that all ancient cultures revered the Sun as a life-giving force. We can think of the Sun as a wise guide or ancestor, a source of consciousness that connects us to a reality beyond the temporal constructs. In that way, it is a huge threat to the control system. Even in a strictly physical sense, when people are deprived of sunlight, they are less happy, less likely to want to go outside and spend time in nature, and thus better robots for the artificially built system.

So in my understanding, the main purpose of the chemtrails is to reduce the amount of sunlight we receive and the consciousness this light invokes. Also, there is the issue of the chemical pollution, as some say that chemtrails contain heavy metals like aluminum. These are obviously not good to breathe in, not to mention are detrimental to the health of flora and fauna, and the food and water supply.

I do not claim I know exactly who or what is responsible for the spraying of our skies. It may be, as some have theorized, that those doing this are not totally malevolent but believe themselves to be doing something good, such as geoengineering to slow “global warming.” But really, I do not think it is important to know who is doing it and with what intention but more to see it as a manifestation of darkness, in opposition to the evolution of consciousness.

And the super important thing is this: acknowledging what is happening is NOT meant to evoke fear or encourage victim mentality. Playing the victim role merely reinforces the slave system that the control forces perpetuate, as they want us to believe we are powerless. Rather, the greatest antidote to widespread manipulations such as this is to recognize who we really are and continue to commune with nature (with the Sun, the Earth, the cosmos, the water…), in celebration of being alive. No manipulation tactic is a match for an empowered, joyful individual.

We have to realize that whatever agendas are being played out are temporary and cannot touch our eternal consciousness as well as our amazing, resilient bodies when they are properly cared for. That is why it is so, so important at this moment to really commit to healthful practices and life force cultivation; things like meditation, movement/exercise, nutritious eating and supplements go a long way in maintaining and increasing our vitality. Also, the very best thing is to be in nature, especially water (or take a salt bath). And, there are also allies in the mineral kingdom and inventions such as Wilhelm Reich’s orgonite. 

To stay empowered in the face of adversity requires faith, but such faith is an excellent way to deepen our spiritual practice, finally putting the ideals into action. If we truly know that we are all connected, that we are spiritual beings, then here is an opportunity to live it! We can even laugh at the whole situation, because it is pretty funny that the “dark side” players are such control freaks—they are really missing out on the fun of life! 

With that being said, I also do not think we should ignore these issues either and go into one of the false light bubbles where everything is always perfect and we can turn our backs to the world. There are too many New Age groups that take an escapist approach to dealing with current problems, using spirituality as a drug to dissociate from what is really transpiring. You cannot be “spiritual” without simultaneously being grounded in reality. We must acknowledge what is happening, not trying to ignore or hide from the truth, just because it is uncomfortable. That is the way of fear. And our fears always dominate us when we do not confront them and bring them into light, to be healed. It is not up to us to save the world but to simply do what we can: to speak our truth, be honest with what we see, and keep up with our faith, love, and empowered action.

Here is a story to end on, as this is what inspired me to finally write this article:

The other day I was in nature on a very beautiful sunny day. The sky was pretty much cloudless and bright blue, which is nice in these winter months. I was facing the sun and I began to notice that all at once, starting around noon, several planes came by to leave the infamous, thick, sludgy trails. It is kind of laughable to think these things are contrails, as I actually saw a contrail at the same time at a different part of the sky, which was thin, much higher up in the atmosphere, and very quickly dissolved with no trace. These chemtrails on the other hand are purposely left in front of the sun. They are made in crisscross patterns and remain the whole day. They fan out and leave a blanket of chemical residue. Here is a series of photos that I took of the quickly changing sky, all happening within 20 minutes. This was not normal cloud formation. You can notice the rainbow light, which looks kind of cool until you realize it is the result of light hitting heavy metals.

 

At first, I was really annoyed. I had been so happy to have that day in nature, doing yoga and reading, and I felt like it was ruined. I was ready to leave, give up and go back to my car. But then I saw some hawks circling in the sky and they seemed to be happy still. So I decided to wait it out for a bit. I took it as an opportunity to pray. To pray, not in a way of desperate begging for help or something, but more to affirm the vision of Earth of which I am a part. I thanked the Earth and Sun for cultivating a space for consciousness to grow. I held this image in my mind’s eye of the New Earth, the higher reality Earth where there is no longer these petty power conflicts but instead a united humanity in harmony with nature. It is a reality that already exists on the more subtle levels, and one that we can tune into. I envisioned this new reality descending from the solar intelligence and then firmly anchored through the core of the planet.

This tuning in is not just some meditation exercise but a very essential way that we can start to collectively manifest the life we all want. Every manifestation starts with the image, the inner reality in which we are participating. When we direct our manifesting powers for service, for the benefit of all Life, there can be real dispensations of divine grace. Each one who does this makes a huge imprint on the collective field, and when enough of us do this, we will start to see a big shift.  

So spiritual warriors, please continue to consciously visualize a divine reality and empower yourselves through connecting with the truth! Do not fear the manipulations, as this darkness is actually an amazing trigger for us to begin stepping into our real missions here. It is the deepest work of each one to to allow the light of truth into our lives, so that the shadows may be transmuted and the natural divine order can be restored. So be it, and so it is!  

Feeling is what makes me free

Feeling what we actually feel is an essential part of life, rarely taught. everything is at our disposal to cover our feelings when they become a nuisance - technology, substances, etc. only i can go through my feelings and face them with a brave heart - no one can do it for me - and paradoxically that is the only way i will be able to relate with others in a genuine way, as a sovereign being rather than through co-dependency.
Feeling what we feel can be lovely sometimes - life is beautiful especially when we connect to the higher spiritual octaves of reality. But we are having a human experience here. The pain, sorrow, grief, confusion and anger will not magically heal through "positive thinking" or just focusing on what you want to manifest. Healing is a process initiated by life, in which we must consciously participate. Healing helps us to open to the possibility that life is good. Then, we are to take that knowing and put it into practice by having the courage to go through the darkness, in the confidence that we can face the dragon and come out alive.
There is no shame in admitting our vulnerability. humility is what lets grace enter to revitalize us. It is the false ego that thinks it knows best, that it is invincible. Life is all about interconnectedness, the beauty and fragility of this web we are all a part of. We are not all-powerful, but when we pray to the Divine we become so as carriers, representatives of that Divine power and love. It is not us, but it runs through us. For it belongs not to one man, one place, one belief system. It is for all.
So by acknowledging what we feel in the moment, like a child- not trying to correct ourselves but simply being honest- we allow the space for life, love to guide us, and that is a source of strength. Rather than having to control our feelings all the time, controlling how we appear to others, we may be free - to be exactly who we are, fallible, human, but ultimately part of something much bigger, cosmic, infinitely wise...

Love, Bee

healing addiction through unconditional love

I have been reading the book Handbook to Higher Consciousness: The Science of Happiness by Ken Keyes. It is a seemingly simple yet profound book. It mainly speaks of the addicted state of the lower human consciousness – how we are addicted to the results of our actions and to the behaviors of others in order to retain an illusory sense of security, sensation and control. Addiction is not merely about drugs and other external stimuli to which we form dependencies. Addiction is a deep emotional programming rampant in the current society, based on our belief that we are incomplete and that life is not good just the way it is. This mentality blocks us from true love, serenity and self-knowledge. Keyes writes: “As conscious beings the only thing we need to find happiness in life is to perceive clearly who we are (we are pure consciousness and not the social roles we are acting out), and exactly what are the real conditions, here and now, of our lives…And this means developing the habit of emotionally accepting whatever is here and now in our lives.”

We need this clear perception, free of lower emotional imprinting, to really understand ourselves and others, and thus to be able to love. Without this clarity, we live a nihilistic existence, walking through life blind to its sacred purpose. It is why so many religions advocate faith; to put our full belief in God and the divinity of everything. But we need to take it a step further; it is more than just blindly believing things will be okay through a mental mantra of hope—as that still leaves a separation between self and world. Real trust comes through the innate heart knowing that we are always connected to and supported by the power of life, which is absolutely good. This is the significance of yoga—the union with God, and the unity of all beings. When we recognize this interconnectedness, no longer do we have to put enormous effort into trying to control our surroundings so that we can maintain our addiction to false safety. Knowledge of safety comes from unconditional love, which is unmoved by external circumstance.

It sounds easy, yet most people are still living in deep addiction. As the book discusses, this is a key root of suffering in humanity: the idea that we need to manipulate the world around us to be happy rather than just living in and embracing the natural flow. In the flow is where life happens, the good and the ugly. To resist the relative bad things does not bring more peace and happiness—instead it brings more division and distortion of reality. It takes deep heart awakening in order to bring light to our trust issues, working through them and consequently coming into a permanent relationship with God and our own soul, which is where true healing begins.

Without unconditional love, we remain vampirically attached to external energy and only augment duality in the world. We can strive to improve the conditions of life, whether that be through the lens of self-improvement, community healing, political activism, or environmentalism, but if approached in the manner of wanting to fix a problem, then we are still operating under the delusion of control and a closed heart. When we are attached to people, events and outcomes for our own personal happiness, our love is still conditional. We cannot wait for a future time to love unconditionally, as it is always in the here and now, starting within as a free will choice we all have to make. There is no external revolution and change of society without each one of us working through our addictions and radically committing to the power of love to rule our lives.

Why are environmental disasters happening?

From my most recent zine, Natural Mystic:

When we witness the ecological disasters (both natural and manmade) that are taking place in the world, we need to view this reflection of dysfunction just as we would a disease in our own body. This is the meaning of real ecology. Ecology has been popularized as a trendy way to alleviate one's guilt about participating in the typical modern indulgences that contribute to the trashing of the planet, such as driving a car and using plastic. Practices like recycling and green products seemingly present a means to have your cake and eat it too; continuing to be a part of the consumer society while actively feeling like you are fighting against environmental destruction. But just like depression will not be cured in the same old vision of seeing ourselves as sick and lacking, the health of the planet will not be restored under the guise of trying to "fix" her. As Albert Einstein once said, we cannot find solutions utilizing the same consciousness that created the problem. When symptoms manifest—earthquakes, trash in the oceans, polluted air—we cannot remain on the most superficial level of causation. The air is not polluted because too many people drive cars and eat meat, although these are contributing factors. In critical thinking, one must get to the cause behind the other causes in order to start sketching out a viable solution. Behind the gluttonous behavior that brings pollution, there is our false notion that we must drive to our 9-5 job because we have so lost touch with who we really are. The ignorance of our true identity is also ignorance to our place in Mother Nature. Thus we can carry out unconscious actions because, as we have temporally cut the cord with our source, we do not immediately feel the repercussions. But of course, we will, we have to eventually. Though some may forget, it cannot undo the reality of things. So it is more comfortable to make small lifestyle changes than to overhaul an entire system founded on corruption and distortion of truth. But what is really changing? And will it work?

Access the full zine here.

opting out of automaton culture

Everything in this society is designed to sculpt the human being into a robot—from popular music imbuing the ethers with repetitive low-frequency structures to the ingrained attitude that we should be doing something 24/7 in order to live a valid life. It is there in the obsession with the external image glorified on social media, as if equivalent to the essence of one’s soul. It is there in the human reduced to numbers, google searches, dietary items, places on a map. In the practice of marketing people into easily digestible categories. In giving up time to someone else’s creation and vision of life.

But the Great Mystery lives through, unaffected by any hubris we have here to think we can capture It into something to buy or sell. The mind can be diverted, distracted, parasited, paralyzed, broken, divided, fractured, fragmented—but the heart remains as is, the eternal connection to the purity of our being. Love is compassionate for the chaos of humans still in the darkness, but that love is not timid or fearful of taking right action, wielding its sword and cutting away the illusion, slashing the box the matrix culture is trying to mold us into. 

I had a dream involving a violent ritual carried out by human mothers. I can see this dream as a manifestation of the forces of darkness, showing how they wish to attack the Divine Mother principle of compassionate love and destroy the human heart. I feel a lot of Her love in my daily life, especially when I see animals and children, who are the pure innocent form of that love potential, as they have maintained their connection with their Source. They have not been influenced of the artificial matrix’s programming, although children are now targeted at younger and younger ages. The darkness hates their purity and free-spiritedness, as it wants all life to be bound by its terms, its false constructs, rather than acknowledge the reality of life as the freedom to be who we really are, as defined through nature. Nature means in a more general sense things as they really are (essence). It also means Mother Nature, natural raw spaces, which contain the crystallized codes of light from the Sun, the Son, the Center, the Source, and the living life force that is the Holy Spirit.

When our energy is low, we must not fall into the robot rhythms, our past patterns that blind us to higher consciousness and integrate us into the automaton culture-- even though it may seem like the easiest choice in the moment. We simply need to trust that the Mother will protect and guide us, letting Her embrace us by returning back into Her world—nature—rather than staying in illusion of the Babylon systems that try to manipulate and enslave us through hopelessness, guilt and fear. These lower vibrations are transmitted in culture through the crucified Christ imprint: where we have original sin; where Christ, the heart of life is juxtaposed with suffering, the anti-Christ, the anti-life force.

To walk the path of the sacred heart is to be warriors in the battle for our soul and the soul of Mother Earth. Love should never be mistaken for passivity or compliance because it is actually the highest power of truth that can overcome any relative negative programmings and constructs. But we must be aware of these constructs so that we can keep our centering on LOVE. Love is what distinguishes divine humans from programmed robots. Love keeps everything new, fresh, alive, moving rather than automated, controllable and spiritless. Routines are sometimes meant to be broken, appointments skipped, and apartments escaped. Instead to greet the sun and dirt of the earth on our skin, to say hello to the swans in the river, the birds overhead. Because like them, the soul is forever free. 

Why i do not care about politics

Human history has been progressing in a linear pattern of situation/reaction; a never-ending battle between relative good and evil.  For example: the two-party political system where each ideological platform defines itself on the basis of its opposition. They appear to be polar opposites, but really they just exemplify the sick functioning of duality where no commonality can be recognized and thus they compete with each other instead of developing their own distinct viewpoints.

Without distinct viewpoints, there is nothing to be synthesized, and without synthesis, there is no creation, no expansion into another octave of experience. Instead, repetitive cycles continue endlessly until they can be recognized from a higher perspective, on another level; it is the spiral of expansion versus the circle of samsara.

This dynamic is happening on macrocosmic levels through politics and culture, and on microcosmic levels through the personal patterns of sickness and the search for healing. Awakening is about getting out of this dialectic altogether and re-integrating divine structures of consciousness. It is not to abolish duality through clichés about oneness in the sense of eradicating differences into homogeneity. Rather, it is to understand oneness in the sense of the interconnectedness of life and that all differences can co-exist and serve to expand the great unity of life.

To transform dualistic situations we can call for the sacred structure of the Vesica Piscis, which shows us that two beings are not two ¨sides¨ or ¨halves¨ of a duality but two whole and complete individual units, who, when relating through Holy Spirit, will give birth to a third aspect, to new life.

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This is why I do not care very much about what is happening in politics. Although I do see the relative good and evil playing out, I know that becoming invested in such dramas is disempowering for all people, as they hook our awareness into the existent duality paradigm and distract us from focusing on spirit and working for a new paradigm to take root.

Of course, these spectacles are propagated by the forces of control to keep the human in a state of reactionary emotion, exploiting people´s very genuine desire to do good and fight for justice. There are many different hidden agendas being played out at this time, and they require that we stay in a lower consciousness so that we can continue to be manipulated by our fears and insecurities.  

We need this greater wider vision of what is unfolding on the planet and how we can participate as empowered sovereign beings— instead of pawns in someone else´s game— if we are to give birth to a new society. This is the vital importance of the movement of spiritual awakening now occurring, as it is the element of Spirit that can truly unite people in all their diversity. Spirit is what makes us all equal despite the differences, all divine and complete individuals who are motivated by the truth of love rather than the illusion of fear.