Thursday, March 19, 2020

March Equinox Message - The Pause that Brings Life 🌎

Growing with Earth

If this world seems overwhelming at present, it's time to step into your role as a creator— a duty which entails empowerment, of knowing our responsibility for what energies we put out into the world and working with a higher perspective of Life, bringing true intelligence into this realm rather than constantly feeding and plugging into the lower narratives of the mainstream media, conspiracy theory crowd, religious groups or new ageism. We need true philosophers, learned and disciplined minds who speak when there is something to say and otherwise enjoy the silence and allow the Great Mother to inspire when it is appropriate and we are ready. Restraint of mind is a necessary skill at the moment, and the current chaos is elucidating exactly how and where we have not developed this virtue. 

Sure, there is the level of reality where conspiracies are happening, agendas of control playing out. But in the face of this, do we settle for that plane as the one that dictates our thoughts, feelings and actions— or do we seek the more subtle layers, the realms of illumination which can transform the darkest of outlooks with the neutral light of Truth. And to tune into the subtlety, we require the silence, the rest, the pause, that we so rarely get when operating with the bustling rhythms of the consumerist matrix. The intention of this matrix is less to kill off humanity than to endlessly distract us, keep us stupid and dull and out of touch with the wisdom from beyond the superficial structures of communication.  

I found an earring while out in nature that had two spirals and a turquoise type stone. I felt the message was that these were the two spirals of going inward and outward simultaneously, united through the living heart. When our inner and outer processes are synchronized through oneness with life— as opposed to getting overly absorbed in just one facet of experience— we will sit in the heart of Creation and receive true knowledge; that from the Earth Mother. 

These changes are helping to illuminate what illusions we have clung to, asking us to become more Spirit-oriented rather than fueled by outer stimuli or inner stories and dogmas. Life itself is to become our central flame again, and the body is this meeting point between inner and outer. 

Growth can only be sustained by the Mother when we are balanced and centered in the heart. The mind likes to go to extremes but it will only pull us away from this simple reality. Many nowadays like to brush off old wisdom teachings as irrelevant to these times or even as distorted. But perhaps it’s time to be humble to the basic skills of life the Ancients sought to articulate and preserve for future generations: sane thinking, patience, focus, clarity, humility to learn and to admit “I don’t know” and surrender to a force greater than ourselves. 

When we parrot ideas about what is transpiring and stay on a superficial level, we are not tapping into our creative potential. We have not embraced the unknown and thus are cut off from the real source of creative life force. Co-creation with life is our greatest power and what the dark forces don’t know how to do. They don’t create through synthesis of polarities, the holy trinity which is the key. Instead they stay in a constant dualistic dynamic of action/reaction. But we can create in this enlightened way. And now we must. God gave us this magical ability and it is what will always protect us from the lesser vision that says humanity is doomed, or humanity is going to have a savior, or there is a vast geopolitical agenda that requires our intense attention. The “spiritual teachers” who don’t understand and convey the science of creation, of how to alchemize light and shadow, how to be creators of humble beauty and magic in our own daily life—  don’t carry the full knowing of light. They are not illumined, because illumination means one has surrendered for real, surrendered the role of teacher or knower to become one with the Great Mystery. 

Why we see such outpouring of theories now is because in moments of uncertainty the immature mind will always try to retain control. To let it all crumble, to surrender, is against the modus operandi for the lower monkey mind. It is the sign of a true adult and leader to back away, stay silent sometimes and watch as things evolve without jumping to conclusions or pretending to understand what no one fully does. The leader is the one who actually grows with life, because he/she is willing to let all of the known die, to make space for rebirth of a new structure. She has a true voice which derives from her grounding in her own source, from Original Being and Thinking. She thus doesn’t repeat an amalgam of what others say from their own misinformed and volatile opinions— but waits to be shown.  

It’s time to trust the wisdom of that which is more permanent and reliable— nature, first and foremost. A real tuning into organic reality will bring philosophical understandings if one is open to receive them. And if we need inspiration, there is a plethora of great art and literature made by men and women who have also understood the true source of knowledge and dedicated their lives to sharing their findings with fellow travelers on the path. 


Sunday, March 15, 2020

Zines available

I would like to offer the full PDFs of three of my more recent zines.

They are
1. Revolution of Being: The New Christ Paradigm (2019)
2. Natural Mystic (2018)
3. Spiral Light (2018)

They are accessible here.

May you find true love, peace and empowerment in these times.

Monday, March 9, 2020

FULL MOON IN VIRGO



Life goes on, in shadow or sun.
We dipped our feet, into the pond, hoping for something sweet,
But what we got was beyond
Our most insane dreams
So strong that we no longer know
If we're awake or asleep,
A pinch won't do the trick
So let it be.

The little inkling of the flower that blooms
Gives me the faith to persevere.
Yet if this beauty fails to emerge
It's not that love has disappeared.

He said it's not our right to fear.

This life is in the speck of light that grows,
in ways we could never see or know
But merely feel, from the throes of change
That rearrange and rock the boat.
Thrusted into a darkness we can't control
That seemed like a forever night.

But could it be? The rain has stopped
So here we go, ready or not
Riding the wave like that wise sage
Who endured the stormy weather
Through many ages,
Now with grace he may proclaim
"Be in the flow;
No better yet, become it."

Life or death, don't overthink it
Treat it like a sweet juice and drink it.
The wind will carry us like a lost trinket
To the sands of a new shore.

And from there, what's in store will not be planned
Not like a grocery list scrawled fast
But more like an open door.
Where a cloaked one stands
And lifts you off the floor, and through it
By the grasp of his hand
"Now can you understand?"




Tuesday, March 3, 2020

March 2020 Spirit Message






This month's reading is emphasizing our ability to see things for how they truly are by seeing with the heart. In the past incarnational cycles, humans were often blinded by their desires for life to be a certain way. Now we are learning that desire is not enough to take one into God's new kingdom; it is important but must be complemented with the aspect of knowing and seeing objectively, without the bias of our personal lens. Subjectivity and objectivity are a vital complementarity that cannot be broken apart without ensuing distortions. Too much subjectivity leads to overidentification with our separate ego and distances us from the everlasting wisdom of God; too much objectivity leads to negating our sovereign sense of being which also distances us from God, because without a unique identity there is no way to come into relationship with our Creator. Basically, the mind is meant to be unified with the heart for the deep awareness of Spirit to be born.

The mystic has synthesized both of these aspects and can thus read the subjective signs and symbols of life through the One mind of God. We are being shown currently how this archetype of the Priestess is connected to that of the Lovers; we cannot make a real soul choice and hear the call of our heart (versus making lower choices, driven by fragmented desires) without the mystic vision. Creation from the lower vantage point will naturally result in lesser realities rather than that which anchors in the trajectory of the divine plan. But of course every experience is a step on our path and can be seen as an initiation for our soul when there is a realization of how we have been sidetracked momentarily.



We are asked at this time to become much more attentive to our surroundings and our inner state, for spiritual warfare and trickery always has its entrance point when we take our focus away from our own here and now to absorb ourselves in the inconsequential distractions of the matrix. Know your baseline vibration and take note of when something disturbs that, understand why and try to return to your natural state-- through silent meditation and disconnection from chaos, or through joyful creative practices that get you back into the body and out of the churning mind. It is also important to see why we have this susceptibility in our mind and body in terms of past traumas and experiences and work to heal them-- so we can return to the zero point, original template of our spirit being.

Spiritual warfare starts on the individual level through the thoughts that convince us they're our own. When it becomes truly difficult, we can pray and ask for the protection of God's love, to stay within the great cosmic heart at all times. Grounding and connecting to nature is also, as always, essential for staying in the natural rhythms of divine design and distancing ourselves from the manipulative structures which exist not just in cities but anywhere through a being who is not doing the work to unhook themselves from enslavement dynamics.




It's about no longer giving our life force, our energy, to these things and being able to distinguish between the tricksters and the true forces of Light and Truth. As we get more and more squeezed between the two paradigms, the absolute faith in God grows. When we learn to be inconstant communion with the Divine, we know when to move, when to rest, and how to weave seamlessly through the tricks and traps. Flexibility and a willingness to play and create are what will purify us from the forces of control who want us to be only in our minds, judging and analyzing experience rather than living in it fully. The present moment is where the alchemy can occur between spirit and form. To be caught up in mental projections takes us away from this living process of merging light and shadow. It's time to surrender to this.

Surrendering doesn't mean we have no will of our own but just that we connect this will to what God is really asking of us and gain the humility to release those fantasies which don't serve life, to be content with the simple and graceful way of living, our natural potential. By becoming committed to spiritual alchemical marriage, we can plunge into the depths and see reality without getting shaken up by the profundity of truth revealed. It is the loyalty to the Heart of Christ.




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