The matrix is not just a collection of bad behaviors and attitudes manifest in the present world but a whole tangible structure whose origins go back for eons. It has spawned many of the world's most popular belief systems, especially those that teach that this Earth is maya or illusion and a place of imprisonment for the "fallen" ones. We are all connected to these distortions through our lineage and our own experience in this society, as it has its tentacles deeply pushed into all facets of daily life. So the path of awakening does entail a certain amount of healing and repair from this damage, as well as the constant onslaught physically and energetically we receive from the encroaching AI network that aims to implement its software into the organic human form.
This Cancer moon asks us to pay heed to the body and the heart, to re-mother ourselves into the tranquility and levelheadedness needed to approach the very real issues of the world without continually reverting back to and perpetuating old woundings. The maya can only have power on Earth when we are still unhealed, or unwhole in ourselves and thus seek out dogmas which allow us to stifle the suffering rather than expose it in the Light and reintegrate it through Love. Perhaps this was the major teaching of 2019, whose understanding is essential as we walk into 2020.
The matrix is no doubt strong and affects everyone, but we always remain empowered when we do the self work to dissolve points of trauma and misunderstandings which hook us to its template. The Cancer moon is bringing a great cleansing of the old emotions which have kept us in a half-hearted reality, where we know change is needed yet lack the courage and willpower to go for it. There IS truth to the statement that we can only heal the world when we have healed ourselves. And this means looking at things objectively but never with fear, as entertaining fears is like praying to the devil. Rather it is to see the ugly parts of ourselves with empowered vision and the compassionate heart that wishes to serve others. And this heart knows it can only do so when it has tended to its own garden.
Mother Earth and the living web of light will help our healing and allow us to discharge the excess energy we receive from matrix programming, lightening up our energetic bodies. Overstimulation is a major issue in today's world, both on the physical level of feeling vital and thus grounded to the planet, and also on emotional and mental levels, where we are easily able to distract ourselves to the point of no longer knowing the core resonance of our truth, thus being more susceptible to manipulation by external forces.
I have felt personally my heart undergoing a major healing recently, which does mean feeling a lot of suppressed and even childish emotions that, when revisited consciously, can uncover the true love I have to offer. I feel a resonance with that esoteric idea of the wound containing and revealing the cure. I see how many ideologies, especially that of New Age/false light, have us going into a more mental/astral space of seeking knowledge and insights. But without the heart healing and physical groundedness, we are shut into an illusory realm of inorganic light that may be blissful, for a moment, but that does not actually awaken consciousness of our true, natural sense of being. I want to be natural, not a perfect spiritual person who meditates for hours every day and coaches people with a plethora of techniques. I just want to have an open heart, to be creative, and to be true.
I have received the message from Spirit that the times of Tribulation are over. That in 2020, things will get crazy on the world stage, but that we are fully supported to stand in the power of truth and create the new Earth.
Happy New Year! 💓
