July Eclipse Season Spirit Message :: Shamanic Magic Threading Beads of Grace 🌪🐋

Our own liberation is the medicine for all, and when we claim it and stop fearing our creative power, we help to dissolve timelines of fear, competition and lack. We are the visionaries who do shamanic magic in service to life by the power of our prayer. In shifting times, the humble pure act of praying for the upliftment of all beings has a ripple effect amongst the morphogenetic field of humanity. Starseeds are not here to talk of mystical other dimensions but to plant their star light in the soil and teach the ways of light.

If we feel burdened by problems-- either our own or those many that seem to plague society-- the best thing we can do is to refocus our energy on sowing seeds of a new vision. When we reencounter our original innocence, we no longer wish to contribute to distorted narratives of folly and fallenness. if you resonate with this message, you are a medicine person in some way, in some capacity. Begin to see, to know yourself as this. Not in the false new age way of jumping into roles of service before we've passed through the proper initiations and training. But in the innocent, childlike way of knowing the magic within, feeling the love for Creation and the desire to simply pay it forward.

To do this we also need to heal those wounds which blinded us to the magic. By deeply traveling into the wounds to understand where and how we have been blocked, we do the shamanic work of "soul retrieval." And this allows a platform of stability to be able to carry out our duties and talk about light in a way that is strong and neutral rather than delusional.

The pain we have felt is not a separate isolated experience; it belongs to all of us as remnants of the trauma inflicted on the earth's people when we were uprooted and cut from our own power & connection to Earth. But it is not that we should try to go back in time to some imagined pre-fallen state, or before globalization and colonialism. It is all part of the divine plan of perfection, and when we are holding pain and can still state this authentically, we are embracing the eagle eye vision. Through the fall we have received the blessing of free will to choose the path of love, of God, and evolve out of an animalistic existence of instinct. To grow past instinct we have to pass through trials and tribulations of duality, and the suffering of an intelligent mind not yet guided by the heart. When we see all in terms of undulations of a spiral of expansion we will have gratitude and trust instead of bitterness or despair, as well as the humility to relinquish our attempt to control and grasp the hand of a Higher Power.....

Poem: The Elixir

Healing the deep schism that is inside

The split passed down from that nation
Who looked down upon Life.

The heart is heavy with the strife,
the betrayal of doubting creation’s fire
But now we’ve reached the time to inquire
Shall we take it back? Fizzle out, or fight?

Children seeking for the root of their pain
Will halt the search when they realize
it wasn’t out there, but sustained within
The tearful eyes of a pure soul
who lost their faith.

The schism-keepers try to suck you dry
So you’re not inspired
And the jewel of your heart is mired
In a dank malaise;
Thinking there’s no other way

My dear, they can fool, they can poison your mind
This game is what fuels them, amuses their desire
To play the role of controller they were not assigned
but they can never drain that pool of love
Dwelling within each cell
It may feel that the sweetness has waned
And you have entered a living hell
but do not heed the voices that tell you to swill
The liquid from a bitter pot
That which will rot the inner strength.

What is ours will always arise again
As surely as the sun shines forth another day 🌀

Gemini New Moon Message - Return of Divine Feminine Authority

Excuse my absence on this platform. I'm reformulating how I want to create my messages, around events other than just moon periods. Please note these messages are geared to the people reading it and don't attempt to describe the entire collective. 

We are liberating old patterns of dogmatic tyrannical masculine energies, to learn what the true feminine authority is. Feminine is not passive; she is active but in a way different than we've been conditioned to believe. She is the liberator, the Mother whose pure love demolishes all of our delusions of separation, of a self outside God's divine garden. By doing this, she opens up the possibility for sacred relating again, as when the feminine is oppressed/held back, the masculine is also, and their relationship is trapped within a false template, leading to enslavement rather than expansion of the heart and soul.

The masculine in his true essence respects the feminine way of doing things, the cycles of rest and action that create magic. He doesn't hold her to illusory expectations of achievement which are really alien control techniques to capture her organic life force, the manna of Life. Gemini is the sign of sacred relating and the lunar north node now points in this sign, so we are embracing the lessons of Gemini. At this moment I feel we can best learn by rediscovering the inner feminine, who is the total trust and knowing of love, which are the essential ingredients for interpersonal interactions to flourish. She is faithful in the divine order and thus doesn't try to fix or change the other but simply cares for them, cares for all beings she encounters. She rules and leads with the power of softness, of grace. Thus she rewrites the apocalyptic expectation that God will soon come with an iron fist and judge us. The only judgment comes through our inner realization of how we've abandoned our own hearts, our goodness that is the Love of the Mother. And when we feel that, the false light projections, all that was built upon a half-truth, will fall down. We must be prepared to see this, to understand what was real and what had an agenda behind it. And if we need help distinguishing, it's best to spend time in nature, reencountering the wild essence of life in its elemental forms.

Feminine authority is also about the feminine way of transformation-- that which happens through the trinity process of birth, death and rebirth. The false masculine understanding of growth is that of never ending linear progress upwards, and is partially resulting from the fear of death; the fear of the mystery of the unknown, which disrupts the reigning structures. Kali brings the recognition that destruction is merciful when her target are the illusions controlling our personal and collective existence. The threefold nature of life challenges all rigid notions of how the feminine should be and how she, expressed through material creation, will meet us.

April Spirit Message - Resurrecting the Heart of Grace

Why are the so-called dark forces pulling out all possible tactics to increase control? Perhaps because they know in some degree about the solar frequencies now emanating from our Sun and impulsing the planet into new consciousness, as prophesied when ancient seers spoke of the Great Shift. We as earthlings must greet these incoming rays. We can either work with them and make space for them by stepping into the new paradigm of being, where the feminine wisdom of receptivity and heart knowing rises. Or, we can see it as the great Armageddon, nest ourselves in the lower matrix, resist change, and thus be swept away by the revelation this new Light will usher in. 

The Light will always bring to the surface the darkness in the world as well as the darkness in ourselves. When we perpetuate a dogmatic perspective that champions false light while demonizing the shadow-- rather than embracing spiritual alchemy-- we further entrench ourselves in duality, which is the way of stagnancy, death. When we choose the path of life, we can face our demons without judgment, propelling us into resurrection, becoming born again in Christ, which means also to unify the inner polarity. It is to allow God back into our lives, accepting his/her vision to permeate us and reacquaint us with the True Self. When we do this, the trajectory of karmic retribution created by our false ego transforms into pure grace as we are held and embraced by the One who knows us.

We can talk spirituality all we like-- but to embody true spiritual and knowledge is to trade the (false) love of power/control for the real God-ordained power of love. That means to surrender all the need for egotistical recognition, of being right, holier-than-thou, and coming to our knees as the pure innocent child. Then, paradoxically, we are given the crown of leadership to be the true adults in this world, who are motivated by serving what is not always easy, glamorous, or mentally-stimulating, but what is of eternal significance. Never for "rewards" of position and enhanced control but as the unconditional outpouring of love and belongingness in the Family of Light.. who exist beyond this material realm. 

The illuminated knowledge is less so detailed information and more the basic principles of virtue, love and purpose, as imparted in classics like the Gospel of Matthew or Tao Te Ching. It is knowledge meant to propel us to action rather than passivity, because in these times the sword of truth is called for and it is increasingly difficult to remain neutral as the polarization on the planet intensifies. What we choose to use our insights for-- service to Life versus bolstering of the old system-- will open up a portal, a doorway, through which we enter the new reality.. of either destruction, or miracles of a profound order. Dogmas and strict viewpoints of good versus evil form a wall that blocks the connection to the Divine. On the other hand, we will know when God and our Real Self are speaking to us for we will feel like we are walking through a door into a world of lightness, clarity of sight, and total freedom; freedom to emanate our true power even amidst all the darkness and control that might be playing out. The darkness is never an excuse to suppress our light; it is the impetus to voice it, to celebrate it.  

Which vision do we want to empower? Reality has a fluid quality and thus we are able to shape outcomes through pure-hearted intentions-- which goes beyond the idea of using thoughts to manifest lower desires. This is about aligning with the will of God for the benefit of the whole. This is about knowing that we can heal anything by primarily affirming this power of Christ that runs through everything including our own hearts. When we serve the Light, we don't try to force outcomes but we do hold the perception of higher destiny and make the space in our lives for that grace to arrive and disperse outwards, inwards, and throughout everything... 

When Jesus said, "faith can move mountains" it was not a metaphor  

When we are concerned about the current trajectory of the planet— which is not singular but multilayered— and the apparent move towards a totalitarian state, it is important to acknowledge these feelings and keep conscious of the reality we observe, rather than masking it with false optimism, an artificial light. Yet at the same time it is vital that we keep at heart the true solution, and the fact that there always IS and CAN BE a solution even in the face of great darkness— that is, if we are adherents and faithful servants of light, goodness, God, or however else you wish to articulate it. Faith in the divine power signifies that we know, from a place beyond reason, that light in its true essence can overcome the dark when there are agents who put their attention towards perpetuating it. It requires the actors, the vessels to hold it, and at the same time, paradoxically it is its own monumental force of nature that will carry out prophecy in any way it can, whether or not we are on board. In this sense, we shed the burden of feeling responsible for the fate of the whole world and simplify our focus to prayer and empowered presence that does not let the cloying voice of doubt enter our sacred temple. It is about much more than ensuring our own personal peace and happiness but really choosing the direction for planetary evolution. We are just one point in a vast web, and yet our participation matters immensely. 

Part of serving this outpouring of light is also recognizing the means and methods by which the darkness ensnares our consciousness into its structures. It is certainly a battle fought within, the archetypal drama of good versus evil waged within the being of each human. But more than simply resisting “evil” actions, it is necessary to examine how we create and where we put our energy throughout our daily routines. The clever trick of the dark is to promote a conformist sensibility, where we don’t connect to our own divine self and our Creator for direct insight and inspiration but instead look for answers from the outside, parroting information that we believe could be right without verifying it through our own understanding. With this faulty worldview as a basis, we then produce various “mis-creations” that do not expand light in this world but contribute to a polarized position against the dark, thereby validating their game. We are missing faith, we are lacking the fundamental power of knowing and living for God, which animates all of our day-to-day choice and gives us a purpose in this life. Anything done without the foundation of absolute trust in the workings of the divine will entwine us in lesser webs of creation, that siphon our life force for lesser agendas. 

It is part of existence to sometimes veer off into these false structures for the purpose of learning about reality and as an initiation into the real weaving of Life. This is not to say we should not look at or acknowledge the playings of the dark, but to do so with a detached neutrality where we give their plan neither too much emotional or mental energy, so as to not fracture our own being. Every day we can practice grounding ourselves in the living template of light where we will be naturally impulsed toward our next move, knowing when it is appropriate to rest and receive, and when action is called for. The surrender to this larger picture of life, beyond the dramas humans are enmeshed in here, may at first make us feel vulnerable, as we are no longer under the impression that we know everything going on and thus have some control over things. But it is only in this unknown that we are truly held by life, where we are safe and eternally connected to our Origin, that Heart of God which moves us in mysterious ways. 

And now a poem:

My attention won’t be directed to nefarious plans
The playings of children acting vicariously through man
It is a blessing the lesson of focusing our hand
Towards that which God gave us to see
A reality that is real, not modern heresy
Not the scribblings claiming prophecy

The prayer carried forth by sons and daughters
Who are continually refreshed by the living waters
Imbibing the essence that can’t be diluted
Always striving no matter how much they uproot us
The seed of Christ within is going to grow
Through the breath of life that has spoken it so

March Equinox Message - The Pause that Brings Life 🌎

Growing with Earth

If this world seems overwhelming at present, it's time to step into your role as a creator— a duty which entails empowerment, of knowing our responsibility for what energies we put out into the world and working with a higher perspective of Life, bringing true intelligence into this realm rather than constantly feeding and plugging into the lower narratives of the mainstream media, conspiracy theory crowd, religious groups or new ageism. We need true philosophers, learned and disciplined minds who speak when there is something to say and otherwise enjoy the silence and allow the Great Mother to inspire when it is appropriate and we are ready. Restraint of mind is a necessary skill at the moment, and the current chaos is elucidating exactly how and where we have not developed this virtue. 

Sure, there is the level of reality where conspiracies are happening, agendas of control playing out. But in the face of this, do we settle for that plane as the one that dictates our thoughts, feelings and actions— or do we seek the more subtle layers, the realms of illumination which can transform the darkest of outlooks with the neutral light of Truth. And to tune into the subtlety, we require the silence, the rest, the pause, that we so rarely get when operating with the bustling rhythms of the consumerist matrix. The intention of this matrix is less to kill off humanity than to endlessly distract us, keep us stupid and dull and out of touch with the wisdom from beyond the superficial structures of communication.  

I found an earring while out in nature that had two spirals and a turquoise type stone. I felt the message was that these were the two spirals of going inward and outward simultaneously, united through the living heart. When our inner and outer processes are synchronized through oneness with life— as opposed to getting overly absorbed in just one facet of experience— we will sit in the heart of Creation and receive true knowledge; that from the Earth Mother. 

These changes are helping to illuminate what illusions we have clung to, asking us to become more Spirit-oriented rather than fueled by outer stimuli or inner stories and dogmas. Life itself is to become our central flame again, and the body is this meeting point between inner and outer. 

Growth can only be sustained by the Mother when we are balanced and centered in the heart. The mind likes to go to extremes but it will only pull us away from this simple reality. Many nowadays like to brush off old wisdom teachings as irrelevant to these times or even as distorted. But perhaps it’s time to be humble to the basic skills of life the Ancients sought to articulate and preserve for future generations: sane thinking, patience, focus, clarity, humility to learn and to admit “I don’t know” and surrender to a force greater than ourselves. 

When we parrot ideas about what is transpiring and stay on a superficial level, we are not tapping into our creative potential. We have not embraced the unknown and thus are cut off from the real source of creative life force. Co-creation with life is our greatest power and what the dark forces don’t know how to do. They don’t create through synthesis of polarities, the holy trinity which is the key. Instead they stay in a constant dualistic dynamic of action/reaction. But we can create in this enlightened way. And now we must. God gave us this magical ability and it is what will always protect us from the lesser vision that says humanity is doomed, or humanity is going to have a savior, or there is a vast geopolitical agenda that requires our intense attention. The “spiritual teachers” who don’t understand and convey the science of creation, of how to alchemize light and shadow, how to be creators of humble beauty and magic in our own daily life—  don’t carry the full knowing of light. They are not illumined, because illumination means one has surrendered for real, surrendered the role of teacher or knower to become one with the Great Mystery. 

Why we see such outpouring of theories now is because in moments of uncertainty the immature mind will always try to retain control. To let it all crumble, to surrender, is against the modus operandi for the lower monkey mind. It is the sign of a true adult and leader to back away, stay silent sometimes and watch as things evolve without jumping to conclusions or pretending to understand what no one fully does. The leader is the one who actually grows with life, because he/she is willing to let all of the known die, to make space for rebirth of a new structure. She has a true voice which derives from her grounding in her own source, from Original Being and Thinking. She thus doesn’t repeat an amalgam of what others say from their own misinformed and volatile opinions— but waits to be shown.  

It’s time to trust the wisdom of that which is more permanent and reliable— nature, first and foremost. A real tuning into organic reality will bring philosophical understandings if one is open to receive them. And if we need inspiration, there is a plethora of great art and literature made by men and women who have also understood the true source of knowledge and dedicated their lives to sharing their findings with fellow travelers on the path. 

Zines available

I would like to offer the full PDFs of three of my more recent zines.

They are
1. Revolution of Being: The New Christ Paradigm (2019)
2. Natural Mystic (2018)
3. Spiral Light (2018)

They are accessible here.

May you find true love, peace and empowerment in these times.

FULL MOON IN VIRGO

Life goes on, in shadow or sun.
We dipped our feet, into the pond, hoping for something sweet,
But what we got was beyond
Our most insane dreams
So strong that we no longer know
If we're awake or asleep,
A pinch won't do the trick
So let it be.

The little inkling of the flower that blooms
Gives me the faith to persevere.
Yet if this beauty fails to emerge
It's not that love has disappeared.

He said it's not our right to fear.

This life is in the speck of light that grows,
in ways we could never see or know
But merely feel, from the throes of change
That rearrange and rock the boat.
Thrusted into a darkness we can't control
That seemed like a forever night.

But could it be? The rain has stopped
So here we go, ready or not
Riding the wave like that wise sage
Who endured the stormy weather
Through many ages,
Now with grace he may proclaim
"Be in the flow;
No better yet, become it."

Life or death, don't overthink it
Treat it like a sweet juice and drink it.
The wind will carry us like a lost trinket
To the sands of a new shore.

And from there, what's in store will not be planned
Not like a grocery list scrawled fast
But more like an open door.
Where a cloaked one stands
And lifts you off the floor, and through it
By the grasp of his hand
"Now can you understand?"

March 2020 Spirit Message

This month's reading is emphasizing our ability to see things for how they truly are by seeing with the heart. In the past incarnational cycles, humans were often blinded by their desires for life to be a certain way. Now we are learning that desire is not enough to take one into God's new kingdom; it is important but must be complemented with the aspect of knowing and seeing objectively, without the bias of our personal lens. Subjectivity and objectivity are a vital complementarity that cannot be broken apart without ensuing distortions. Too much subjectivity leads to overidentification with our separate ego and distances us from the everlasting wisdom of God; too much objectivity leads to negating our sovereign sense of being which also distances us from God, because without a unique identity there is no way to come into relationship with our Creator. Basically, the mind is meant to be unified with the heart for the deep awareness of Spirit to be born.

The mystic has synthesized both of these aspects and can thus read the subjective signs and symbols of life through the One mind of God. We are being shown currently how this archetype of the Priestess is connected to that of the Lovers; we cannot make a real soul choice and hear the call of our heart (versus making lower choices, driven by fragmented desires) without the mystic vision. Creation from the lower vantage point will naturally result in lesser realities rather than that which anchors in the trajectory of the divine plan. But of course every experience is a step on our path and can be seen as an initiation for our soul when there is a realization of how we have been sidetracked momentarily.

We are asked at this time to become much more attentive to our surroundings and our inner state, for spiritual warfare and trickery always has its entrance point when we take our focus away from our own here and now to absorb ourselves in the inconsequential distractions of the matrix. Know your baseline vibration and take note of when something disturbs that, understand why and try to return to your natural state-- through silent meditation and disconnection from chaos, or through joyful creative practices that get you back into the body and out of the churning mind. It is also important to see why we have this susceptibility in our mind and body in terms of past traumas and experiences and work to heal them-- so we can return to the zero point, original template of our spirit being.

Spiritual warfare starts on the individual level through the thoughts that convince us they're our own. When it becomes truly difficult, we can pray and ask for the protection of God's love, to stay within the great cosmic heart at all times. Grounding and connecting to nature is also, as always, essential for staying in the natural rhythms of divine design and distancing ourselves from the manipulative structures which exist not just in cities but anywhere through a being who is not doing the work to unhook themselves from enslavement dynamics.

It's about no longer giving our life force, our energy, to these things and being able to distinguish between the tricksters and the true forces of Light and Truth. As we get more and more squeezed between the two paradigms, the absolute faith in God grows. When we learn to be inconstant communion with the Divine, we know when to move, when to rest, and how to weave seamlessly through the tricks and traps. Flexibility and a willingness to play and create are what will purify us from the forces of control who want us to be only in our minds, judging and analyzing experience rather than living in it fully. The present moment is where the alchemy can occur between spirit and form. To be caught up in mental projections takes us away from this living process of merging light and shadow. It's time to surrender to this.

Surrendering doesn't mean we have no will of our own but just that we connect this will to what God is really asking of us and gain the humility to release those fantasies which don't serve life, to be content with the simple and graceful way of living, our natural potential. By becoming committed to spiritual alchemical marriage, we can plunge into the depths and see reality without getting shaken up by the profundity of truth revealed. It is the loyalty to the Heart of Christ.