April Spirit Message - Resurrecting the Heart of Grace

Why are the so-called dark forces pulling out all possible tactics to increase control? Perhaps because they know in some degree about the solar frequencies now emanating from our Sun and impulsing the planet into new consciousness, as prophesied when ancient seers spoke of the Great Shift. We as earthlings must greet these incoming rays. We can either work with them and make space for them by stepping into the new paradigm of being, where the feminine wisdom of receptivity and heart knowing rises. Or, we can see it as the great Armageddon, nest ourselves in the lower matrix, resist change, and thus be swept away by the revelation this new Light will usher in. 

The Light will always bring to the surface the darkness in the world as well as the darkness in ourselves. When we perpetuate a dogmatic perspective that champions false light while demonizing the shadow-- rather than embracing spiritual alchemy-- we further entrench ourselves in duality, which is the way of stagnancy, death. When we choose the path of life, we can face our demons without judgment, propelling us into resurrection, becoming born again in Christ, which means also to unify the inner polarity. It is to allow God back into our lives, accepting his/her vision to permeate us and reacquaint us with the True Self. When we do this, the trajectory of karmic retribution created by our false ego transforms into pure grace as we are held and embraced by the One who knows us.

We can talk spirituality all we like-- but to embody true spiritual and knowledge is to trade the (false) love of power/control for the real God-ordained power of love. That means to surrender all the need for egotistical recognition, of being right, holier-than-thou, and coming to our knees as the pure innocent child. Then, paradoxically, we are given the crown of leadership to be the true adults in this world, who are motivated by serving what is not always easy, glamorous, or mentally-stimulating, but what is of eternal significance. Never for "rewards" of position and enhanced control but as the unconditional outpouring of love and belongingness in the Family of Light.. who exist beyond this material realm. 

The illuminated knowledge is less so detailed information and more the basic principles of virtue, love and purpose, as imparted in classics like the Gospel of Matthew or Tao Te Ching. It is knowledge meant to propel us to action rather than passivity, because in these times the sword of truth is called for and it is increasingly difficult to remain neutral as the polarization on the planet intensifies. What we choose to use our insights for-- service to Life versus bolstering of the old system-- will open up a portal, a doorway, through which we enter the new reality.. of either destruction, or miracles of a profound order. Dogmas and strict viewpoints of good versus evil form a wall that blocks the connection to the Divine. On the other hand, we will know when God and our Real Self are speaking to us for we will feel like we are walking through a door into a world of lightness, clarity of sight, and total freedom; freedom to emanate our true power even amidst all the darkness and control that might be playing out. The darkness is never an excuse to suppress our light; it is the impetus to voice it, to celebrate it.  

Which vision do we want to empower? Reality has a fluid quality and thus we are able to shape outcomes through pure-hearted intentions-- which goes beyond the idea of using thoughts to manifest lower desires. This is about aligning with the will of God for the benefit of the whole. This is about knowing that we can heal anything by primarily affirming this power of Christ that runs through everything including our own hearts. When we serve the Light, we don't try to force outcomes but we do hold the perception of higher destiny and make the space in our lives for that grace to arrive and disperse outwards, inwards, and throughout everything... 

When Jesus said, "faith can move mountains" it was not a metaphor  

When we are concerned about the current trajectory of the planet— which is not singular but multilayered— and the apparent move towards a totalitarian state, it is important to acknowledge these feelings and keep conscious of the reality we observe, rather than masking it with false optimism, an artificial light. Yet at the same time it is vital that we keep at heart the true solution, and the fact that there always IS and CAN BE a solution even in the face of great darkness— that is, if we are adherents and faithful servants of light, goodness, God, or however else you wish to articulate it. Faith in the divine power signifies that we know, from a place beyond reason, that light in its true essence can overcome the dark when there are agents who put their attention towards perpetuating it. It requires the actors, the vessels to hold it, and at the same time, paradoxically it is its own monumental force of nature that will carry out prophecy in any way it can, whether or not we are on board. In this sense, we shed the burden of feeling responsible for the fate of the whole world and simplify our focus to prayer and empowered presence that does not let the cloying voice of doubt enter our sacred temple. It is about much more than ensuring our own personal peace and happiness but really choosing the direction for planetary evolution. We are just one point in a vast web, and yet our participation matters immensely. 

Part of serving this outpouring of light is also recognizing the means and methods by which the darkness ensnares our consciousness into its structures. It is certainly a battle fought within, the archetypal drama of good versus evil waged within the being of each human. But more than simply resisting “evil” actions, it is necessary to examine how we create and where we put our energy throughout our daily routines. The clever trick of the dark is to promote a conformist sensibility, where we don’t connect to our own divine self and our Creator for direct insight and inspiration but instead look for answers from the outside, parroting information that we believe could be right without verifying it through our own understanding. With this faulty worldview as a basis, we then produce various “mis-creations” that do not expand light in this world but contribute to a polarized position against the dark, thereby validating their game. We are missing faith, we are lacking the fundamental power of knowing and living for God, which animates all of our day-to-day choice and gives us a purpose in this life. Anything done without the foundation of absolute trust in the workings of the divine will entwine us in lesser webs of creation, that siphon our life force for lesser agendas. 

It is part of existence to sometimes veer off into these false structures for the purpose of learning about reality and as an initiation into the real weaving of Life. This is not to say we should not look at or acknowledge the playings of the dark, but to do so with a detached neutrality where we give their plan neither too much emotional or mental energy, so as to not fracture our own being. Every day we can practice grounding ourselves in the living template of light where we will be naturally impulsed toward our next move, knowing when it is appropriate to rest and receive, and when action is called for. The surrender to this larger picture of life, beyond the dramas humans are enmeshed in here, may at first make us feel vulnerable, as we are no longer under the impression that we know everything going on and thus have some control over things. But it is only in this unknown that we are truly held by life, where we are safe and eternally connected to our Origin, that Heart of God which moves us in mysterious ways. 

And now a poem:

My attention won’t be directed to nefarious plans
The playings of children acting vicariously through man
It is a blessing the lesson of focusing our hand
Towards that which God gave us to see
A reality that is real, not modern heresy
Not the scribblings claiming prophecy

The prayer carried forth by sons and daughters
Who are continually refreshed by the living waters
Imbibing the essence that can’t be diluted
Always striving no matter how much they uproot us
The seed of Christ within is going to grow
Through the breath of life that has spoken it so